I wrote to her:
Right now I don’t even know what to say to make you feel better, I’m speechless and I don’t know what could cheer you up.
Words are not enough in a struggle between Oneself and the heart.
Your strength is failing you , it is harder to breathe and there is a terrible pain in your heart, that you wished you could take it off your chest to feel better.
Tears are getting harder to control, and the brain keeps traveling in between past and recent memories, and you’re questioning yourself, in short you don’t understand anything anymore and as you said “you struggle to process and digest the fact that this is reality “.
Your Appetite? It disappears and it seems like you have a blockage on your stomach.
Heart affairs are sweet when they want to as well as very bad; they have a bitter sweet experience and can rock your boat either well or as hard as an earthquake.
I know all this:
But, I only hope that your broken heart now destroyed heals as soon as possible.
I can only tell you that everything will be fine, and that it is a storm that will eventually cease; let time heal your wounds 😔.
In this journey I will stay beside you, because you are my friend; remember that I am here, and I love you.
I do not know why it happened, but I only know that you are worth a lot more and unfortunately B. may not have understood it.
I do not know what else to say at this point,
But God is with you and he will help you
Overcome this vortex.